Camp: Tomorrow-Wednesday

So i'm going to camp tomorrow, and I'm not sure i really want to. I don't think I do...I'm scared. Some random boy and I were chosen from the entire confirmation group to go on this trip, paid for by the church itself ($250). It's a leadership camp or something, which makes no sense because I have absolutely no qualities of a leader about me. What if I just make a fool of myself there? And I'm so shy, I'll probably just be that quiet kid in the corner who doesnt make any friends and has a miserable time. I don't even know what we'll be doing there, or what it's for or [obviously] why I was chosen. I suppose it has something to do with the fact that Heather Wesp wants me to be a leader for the youth group next year. Ughh I dunno but I have such a raging headache right now, I just wanna play Kingdom Hearts and I can't!

I gotta try to be positive, as much as I don't want to and probably can't. All I can think of is taking pictures, haha. I'll post them when i get back. Oh my god, I'm so hungry...I'm gonna go eat...I might post again later, I might not...I dunno what to eat....